by Pagdumot
"I hate you." It was a broken whisper, shattered like everything he ever destroyed, just because he had to go overboard like his usual and learn to destroy without his touch.
He couldn't say anything to it, her words pulling the strings of his smile, and he was left with observing the beauty tragedy covered itself with. Because even with open cracks across her face, she was magnificent, standing in all her splendor over him, pinning him to the ground with the sole force of her presence, spitting her heart and her truth on him.
He couldn't do anything about his love, and so hate was more than a beautiful answer to his ears, hate was, yet again, the punishment he could never even graze.
"That's a shame," he answered, because she was not the only one to hate him. "because I'm quite fond of you."
Her glare was a gift, the grip on his gut everything he ever desired.
(The excuse to hate himself even more, just a nice addition.)
"You wouldn't do this to me, if you really liked me."
No, but you could do worse, if you really hated me.
And he prayed at night that she did. Because dying by the hands of Ladybug, was the very reason he searched for sleep at the end of the day.
Words: 10101, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English
Series: Part 1 of No body
- Fandoms: Miraculous Ladybug
- Rating: Mature
- Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Categories: F/M
- Characters: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Gabriel Agreste
- Relationships: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir/Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir & Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug
- Additional Tags: Ladynoir | Adrien Agreste as Chat Noir/Marinette Dupain-Cheng as Ladybug, Enemies, Enemies to Friends, Suicide Idealisation, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir Needs Therapy, Bad Parent Gabriel Agreste, Villain Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, themes of death, Hurt, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Depression, Escapism, Depressed Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Self-Harm, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Emotional Manipulation, Suicidal Thoughts, Mental Health Issues